Herman I Neuman
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Introduction to a Video Recording.

Hello, my name is Herman Neuman. I am the author of my memoir, "Heroes from the Attic: A Gripping True Story of Triumph." Many of its readers make comments like, "...it is a miracle that you are still sane or even alive!, ...the human spirit seems to be infinite!, and " ...this is one of the best books I have ever read." Therefore I believe that my personal story will also captivate, as well as inspire you like few others.

So now, I will first tell you a little about my early-life traumas, and in a few minutes I will briefly mention my blessings. And naturally, I always like to boast about having had guts; the real guts, which helped my little brother, Siggi, and me to survive and to thrive.

What I will tell you about my beginning is true to the best of my knowledge. But do not be saddened by it, because as I mentioned before, I have also have received many blessings, some of which I find truly amazing.

During my early years, I only lived from minute to minute. And up to about a dozen years ago, I never even wanted to think about my early life until my horse literally pushed me to write my memoir, by running me into the ground. And then, with my saddle hanging under his belly, he bucked and kicked over the top of me, lengthwise. But he never touched me. This little incident was just another one of the many instances of when I could have or should have been done in.

Permanently!

However, my impact with the ground separated my right collarbone from the rest of my skeleton. While my shoulder was healing, I pecked out a little story about myself on my keyboard. And the more I wrote, the more memories came creeping back. Memories which I had forgotten or suppressed and these also triggered questions about my family and its surrounding history.

Questions will probably also come to your mind. Perhaps questions such as, “How could such immense injustice continue for so many years?”

My brother, Siggi, and I began our lives in the worst place, at the worst time, into biggest war in history. In Nazi Germany. Therefore we will always be grateful to the uncountable heroes, who suffered and sacrificed so much to liberate us from its tyranny.

Nonetheless, our intense personal problems would continue for many more years after World War II. In many ways, our plight worsened considerably. This was mostly so, because our parents were our worst enemies, Siggi’s and mine. And there was not one other person to care, support and console us. Our rich father abandoned us completely. Our mother was an extreme dumpster-diving packrat, who never cooked but one and very simple meal, which Siggi and I could not force ourselves to eat.

I only have enough time to give you an outline of my two dozen-year long misery endurance marathons. These began almost on the day I was born. And I had to endure them without any training or being able to catch my breath, so to speak. So here are my major early life episodes in a more or less chronological order:

Several life-threatening illnesses in quick succession. Living through strategic target bombings near an airplane factory. Years of a near-starvation diet. Many intense floggings. Years of homelessness. School failure. Years of extreme judicial injustice. Exile to far-away America. Extreme culture shock. Extreme social isolation. Slavery.

That's right slavery and in the dictionary definition of this word.

And you will really like this little huffing, puffing and snorting experience: When I was twenty years old, one of my masters forced me to live in a shack by a vast muddy tidal flat. Without even an outhouse. And with unstable dynamite under my bed. Can life get much more exciting than living in a lonely shack with highly-dangerous dynamite under one's bed? And without even an outhouse?

I still have a letter, which my master wrote me from Washington, D. C., where he worked for the US State Department, ordering me to take this explosive to someone’s farm. And that it was not very dangerous, but to be careful with the black powder. A bomb disposal expert later reported that I should have exploded. I think he meant along with my shack and not from my internal pressure.

Throughout my early years, no one seemed to care that this shy boy literally had stinky pus running out of one ear. People often thought that I was dumb and predicted that I would grow up to be a big criminal.

So eventually, when my hormones started raging, I did see no other option than to become a criminal as predicted. To relieve my frustrations. To liberate myself from slavery. And of course, the most fun of all, to get even.

I am just kidding, of course. Instead, here is how I reacted to all of my traumatic experiences. I reacted to each one of them, by doing nothing. I just stayed mostly depressed, and often extremely frightened, and did what adults expected me to do. And not do. I did not do drugs, I did not drink alcohol, I did not tell lies, I did not steal and I did not kill anybody. And you may already have guessed, not even myself. It may be hard to believe, but I was always too scared to do any of this.

I always tried to study very, very hard for school. I submitted to mother-love, bare-bottom, wire-chord whippings without resistance. And often I had to scream so hard until I could no longer draw air. I always just "turned the other cheek," so to speak, thousands of times. And literally all four of them, too many times. And strangely, I did not even think that anyone around me might have been evil.

Moreover, contrary to anyone's expectation, I even proved that almost anyone can succeed in America. All I had to have was an unending thirst for knowledge, an unending self-discipline and an unending patience.

When people now ask me if I had forgiven my tormentors, I always tell them that I had nothing to forgive, because I have never felt bitter or revengeful. Even my in-laws only suspected that I had been very poor. They did not learn anything about my beginnings until thirty years after I had met them, after "Heroes from the Attic" was published.

A few readers of my memoir have accused me of not having had “guts.” And that may be why I now like to boast about it. Of not having had guts, only real bloody guts. I guess, they meant that I did not have the courage to kill a few of the varmints which kept chewing on me. For one little example of my real guts, you can search the Internet for the expression “vultures rip cadavers.” You may even get hungry. And you will be assured that I was indeed a gutsy little boy. And much more so than others.

And now a little about my amazing triumphs and earthly blessings to which I referred to earlier. To escape from my dynamite shack and ignorant slavery, I made the instantaneous decision to attend Washington State University. I took the toughest job in town, which I had heard about. I wrestled with tons of lumber during night shifts in a sawmill. And because I might have had a little motivation, it took me less than one year to save enough to pay for my first year’s enrollment. In mostly such a manner, I wrestled my way to a five-year architectural engineering degree and did so without scholarships. That was my first big blessing and achievement.

And the following blessing is just as amazing. After we graduated, my new wife and I worked for fewer than two years to save enough to travel around the whole world. For six months. Can you imagine what is like to travel around six continents on a very low budget, experiencing the adventures of a lifetime? You might agree that my wife and I proved that America was indeed the “Land of Unlimited Opportunities,” which I had heard so much about in Germany.

I have also received spiritual blessings. Some of them are as described in the book "Invisible Heroes: Survivors of Trauma and How They Heal." Its author is a well-known psychotherapist who has worked with many trauma survivors. The final chapter in her book is titled “Surprise blessings - Gifts in the rubble.” It describes the blessings which I also received. They are “Generosity, Joy, Compassion, Heightened Creativity, Survivor Power, and the best one of all, Spiritual Connection.”

This means that I also have a keen instinct. This intuition has helped me to stay out of trouble, as well as has helped me to make major life-changing decisions without much thinking or worrying about ist consequences. This instinct, intuition, spiritual connection, or whatever you call it, has mostly guided me down the correct paths during my life.

However, one of my biggest blessings has always been that I have never been bitter. You can be learn this from "Heroes from the Attic," where I tell about my lasts visits to my father and my mother. If I were full of anger, I surely would have surely destroyed myself long ago. I would have exploded. Furthermore, during those last visits with my parents, I did not even think to ask them, “Why did you make our lives so exciting?”

Now I will read a few short paragraphs from the concluding chapter of "Invisible Heroes: Survivors of Trauma and How They Heal” describing my biggest blessing:

“Many survivors express gratitude for the renewed connection with the divine that their journey has brought them. They describe a more intimate relationship with God.

“There is a profound and palpable peacefulness that comes from deep inside of them. This inner light, capacity for joy, peaceful centeredness, acceptance of their own strength, and intuitive understanding of others acts subliminally to draw others to them.

“These are heroes who lead the way with equal measures of gentleness and personal power. And they remind the ones still struggling that they can reclaim their lives, too.”

So please remember, what I told you today proves that when you go through stressful times, you too can still have hope that your future will be bright again. Therefore, I am convinced that if this much forgotten and very shy boy, with so many short-comings and disadvantages, could triumph over seemingly impossible and nice varieties of traumatic experiences, most of you can deal with your problems too.

I invite you to visit my Website, www.herobooks.com, where you can ask me questions and leave comments. Thank you for listening. I bid you farewell.

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A System to Help You Remember
(Speech before a Toastmasters International club)

“Doctor, doctor, I've lost my memory."
"When did it happen?"
"When did what happen?"

I think that we all have had moments when we tried to recall telephone numbers, names, faces, etc., and became frustrated because we could not do so.

Well, I have very good news for you. Most likely you do not have a poor memory. You may only have difficulty recalling what is stored in your brain. So today I will briefly demonstrate how, with a some practice, you will be able to recall a lot more than you might ever have thought possible. With lessons learned from The Harry Lorayne Memory Isometrics CourseÓ Time magazine called it “a never-fail system to remember everything.” It teaches you how you can store information and assemble a virtual file index in your head. And later retrieve this memorized information again by using this virtual filing index.

This is basically how this memory system works. You visualize ridiculous pictures of ordinary objects. Like me jumping over your tables while wearing only a bikini. Around my head. You visually link the objects you want to remember in a ridiculous fashion. Use your imagination to make objects or circumstances ridiculous and preposterous.

You “rediculize” objects by visualizing them being in one or more of four states or conditions: Action, Exaggeration, Proportion and Substitution. You will be amazed how much easier it will be to remember something which is ridiculous. And the more ridiculous your visualization incorporating any of these four states, the better you can remember them, and in the sequence in which you linked them together initially. And with time you will even forget the ridiculous images which helped you remember.

Years ago I remembered someone’s long-distance phone number by using this method. It was represented by the words Lot, Leach, Fan, Rock, Tin. Soon thereafter I did not even remember the underlying numbers per se, or how I visualized their object substitutions. I just dialed the numbers which I recognized in these words and remembered them without difficulty, even though I called this number very infrequently over the years.

When trying to remember numbers, it is the sounds of the consonants in these words which are substituted for the numbers. Consonant sounds such as S, T, R, M, N, etc. But we will exclude the use of consonants which can sometimes be silent such as “h” or” w“.

To help us remember the consonant-number association, we choose consonants that remind us of the numbers they most closely represent. For example, the consonant “t” resembles the digit “1.” “n” can represent 2. To help us remember this association, “n” has 2 legs, 3 is “m” which has 3 legs. And so on.

To help us remember the association of the basic digits which make up our decimal system, we can remember the expression: “TeN MoRe LoGiC FiBS. I kid you not.

For example, to help us remember long numbers, we visually link a sequence of objects, keywords, to represent numbers. The underlying numbers are represented by the consonants in the words. Suitable words for use with number-word associations from 1 through 100 are listed in the hand-outs which I gave you. You do not have to remember these, because you can choose your own peg words. But I found it easier to memorize this list, and did so by using the Harry Lorayne method. That way I don’t have to think up new representative words. With some practice you can even count with these words just like with numbers.

Now then. In order to remember as many numbers as you wish, you visualize their representative objects in ridiculous ways, and link them with ridiculous associations. This is a lot easier than you might think right now. I can assure you of this, because if I, a sieve brain, can remember such memorized sequences for a long time, most everyone can do so also. And this becomes easier with practice and the re-use of the same 100 words. You can practice visualizing the number-consonant pairs instead of counting sheep. Or practice visualizing them while driving a lonely stretch of highway. Doing so will even make you arrive a lot faster at your destination.

Now let me demonstrate how you might visualize a ridiculous sequence of objects to help you remember something intangible, something which you cannot see or feel. Something which is the most difficult for most of us to remember. A long series of numbers. Let’s remember the digits represented by the symbol P . In mathematics it represents the ratio of 3.141 ad infinitum. For the first number 3 visualize your “Ma.” Then a “tie” for 1, because it contains only the consonant “t.” “Rye,” as a loaf of rye bread, can represent 4, because it only contains the consonant sound “r.” And so on.

Now close your eyes and actually visualize your mother, “Ma,” which represents the digit “3.“ She is so tall that her hair is getting scorched by the sun. Actually see her giant stature with your mind’s eye. This is ridiculous Exaggeration in size. Then add a fluorescent, psychedelic tie, hanging from her waist, and it is so long that Ma keeps stumbling over it. Ridiculous Exaggeration and Action. The next number in the series of P is 4, so link visually a long “tie” with a whole loaf of “rye” bread fixed to its end. And they are spinning around your neck. You are desperately trying to take a bite out of it as it zooms around. Ridiculous association and Action. You associate the tie with a ridiculous way of eating “rye” bread. Next is again a “tie” for the next digit of 1. And so forth.

But we are running out of time. So in conclusion, I will prove that this system works by reciting one hundred-fifty decimals of P in proper sequence, while you can follow me on your hand-outs. Please count how many mistakes I will make. 3.14159 26535 .......... 83011 94921.

“Doctor! Doctor! I just remembered today is Valentine's Day. So I better sleep at home tonight.

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Are greed, ignorance, denial and inaction killing us?

Hardly a week or month passes without me learning about someone who has had, has, or is being treated for cancer or other largely environmentally-caused diseases. Therefore I attended the recent Magic Valley-area forum sponsored by the Comprehensive Cancer Alliance for Idaho. Even though this event was preceded by broad news coverage only few people bothered to attend.

Illnesses which I never or barely heard about during my early years are now afflicting evermore people, i. e. cancer, multiple sclerosis, chronic fatigue, diabetes, etc. Just by learning and observing attitudes, life-styles and environments, one can often predict as to who will get such diseases. Generally, subtle environmental assaults on God’s creations seem to precede their emergence. And in ever-younger age groups.

Humanitarian Albert Schweitzer predicted decades ago: “Man has lost the capacity to foresee… he will end by destroying the earth. Man can hardly even recognize the devils of his own creation.”

In terms of human suffering, the ongoing, self-caused torturing, killing or dying of thousands of innocents in the slowest, most miserable ways imaginable is far more destructive than foreign terrorists. Because this receives too little public attention, most afflicted individuals suffer for years in lonely silence. Yet when compared to “sensational terrorism,” our “silent suicidal terrorism” receives very little effort to crush it. Compare the billions we spend on the "war of terrorism" with what we spend on remediation, prevention and enforcement to keep us healthy to begin with.

Because we do not yet seem to have a centralized combined, coordinated effort to identify the causes, places or perpetrators of man-made illnesses in Idaho, I want to suggest that various interested organizations, support groups and individuals come together to establish one single think tank/research group. Such a group could also serve in an advisory capacity to corporate and educational entities and/or as a lobby to our legislature. Why? These illnesses seem to have some commonality of causes, time, space and horrendous impacts.

I am convinced that drastic situations require drastic measures, because I grew in a drastic environment. Guilty home-grown environmental terrorists must be severely punished. And “whistleblowers,” that is “morally-correct” people, must be rewarded. Toxins can travel long distances and may cause dreadful illnesses forever. In anyone. Therefore we must work together to remove them. If not, too many of will suffer or perish from our own greed, ignorance, denial and inaction.

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Let’s conserve and not pollute.

Because our environment is already very polluted, we cannot allow any more poisonous operations into Southern Idaho.

Collective behavior and actions in the past have proven that we do not always do what‘s best for us. Unbeknownst to me, I personally have been exposed to many hazardous materials during my lifetime. And this has been slowly catching up with me. Last year I accidentally discovered that I have had MCS (multiple chemical sensitivity) for decades. This condition can be caused by a one-time high level exposure or long-term low-level intake of any one of many different chemicals. My main reaction to such has been that I get evermore uncomfortable, and sometimes to the point of “I’m drowning” panic, the longer I stay in poorly-ventilated buildings. Google returns more than thirteen million links for “indoor air pollution.” Millions of people suffer MCS but have not been able to identify what is causing their symptoms and reactions which can take many forms.

The Times-News stated that almost one-half of Idahoans will get cancer, which is only one of numerous partly self-caused diseases. I have scanned its obituaries for many years, paying attention to the causes of death. What hazardous intakes have caused many people dying from cancer to be in the fifty-sixties age bracket? I myself have been asked to dispose of gallons of a volatile cancer-causing chemical into the ground. When I refused I was punished. And years ago a hobby gold miner showed me more than one ounce of mercury which he had recovered out of a creek while panning for gold.

Even though America has only about five percent of the world’s population, we use about one quarter of the world’s energy. Relative to other developed countries we are wasting a lot of it. Therefore like them, we have a lot opportunities to develop conservation practices throughout our entire economy. Especially since most of our high-consumptive energy manufacturing sector has moved to Asia.

Instead of producing more electricity to light up the skies in the metropolitan areas along the West coast “for security,” let’s direct our precious resources to educate ourselves and to improve the quality of our lives. More dollars do not necessarily improve such. We no longer have the luxury to keep fooling ourselves, because too many of us have been getting very sick from our collective suicidal activities.

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The Pollution-Learning Connection

The Center for Disease Control and Prevention documented that up to more than 600,000 children are born each year with chord blood mercury levels great enough to result in diminished IQs. Deeply think about this.

Probably because I was extremely traumatized in many different ways, I have always been obsessively curious about health and social problems. Having lived in a primitive area, which had only non-electrified wells and cesspools during six years of my childhood, and having traveled around “developed” and “underdeveloped” countries, polluted and unpolluted environments, have given me additional insights into peoples’ health, behavior, attitudes, etc.

Obvious symptoms of deterioration are pervading much of our society. Therefore one must conclude that our pervasive spiritual and physical self-polluting are great contributing causes of our declining quality of life.

Up into the sixties there was almost no public discussion about how to educate children. Everyone was generally healthier, because of a cleaner environment, more nutritious food etc. Children were able sit still, concentrate on their tasks and learn more easily. Since then we have tried evermore revolving programs to raise our declining educational results, but with little success at best. My long-time research indicates that this is partly because the electro-chemistry of our bodies is changing in response to our changing chemical intake. These chemicals come mostly in the air we breathe, water we drink, and the ever-greater amounts of “junk food” we gulp.

That is one big reason why a growing number of people are doing the most unbelievable stupid things, which nearly or sometimes even kills them. Some of them get nominated for the ever-popular, sadly humorous Darwin Awards. And others, informed people, are fleeing to areas of lesser pollution and try to eat more nutritious, “organic,” foods, if they can afford to do so.

But besides mercury, there are literally thousands of man-made chemicals around the earth. A few school districts have realized this, and have had the courage to take a step in the right direction to eliminate addictive “junk foods” from school lunches and vending machines, even though they will “lose money” doing so.

If we really want to help our children, then the first and best actions we can take, is to strive to get everyone into the best of health by purifying our bodies and our environment. If we don’t, no amount of money spent on “education” will yield better results, because our bodies and brains cannot function properly.

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We Must Fix Our Schools or Keeping Sinking

Today I will show you why it is very important to reorganize and improve our public education system.

Over the last few decades evermore Americans have been, and I use this word loosely, have been servicing each other. That is, we have been producing ever fewer goods of value, especially such of lasting value. Durable products which can be used, traded or stored to enhance our future. Therefore it can only be a matter of time before we exhaust our ability and resources to be able to buy cars, plastic action-hero toys and thousands of other things from foreign countries. This widening imbalance between servicing and manufacturing within our nation, and vis-à-vis other countries, can be directly attributed in great part to our evermore misguided educational activities.

Last July, The Times-News published an article by a retired U of Idaho professor. It was titled “Funding for public education doesn’t add up.” This professor stated the following: “…public school costs are 40-45% higher than for private schools…, a minimum of 36% of public school expenditure is wasted…, public schools now have 6½ employees per student, and teachers make up only 40% of school employees.”

A study done by the American Legislative Exchange Council covered two generations of students. It graded each state using over 100 measures of educational resources and achievements.

Among its findings were:

      While expenditures/pupil have increased nationwide almost 23% in constant dollars over the past 20 years,… standardized test scores have remained relatively stagnant.

      States with the top spending increases since 1978 were Maine up 82%, Connecticut up 80% and West Virginia up 61%.

      However, Iowa, followed closely by Minnesota and Wisconsin, had the top performing public elementary and secondary schools in the nation… but ranked 32nd, 14th and 9th, respectively, in per pupil expenditures.

      Mississippi, the District of Columbia, and Louisiana ranked at the bottom of student achievements, but ranked 50th, 5th and 39th in per pupil spending.

But the stark reality has become even grimmer than these statistics might indicate. The “It Takes a Village to Spoil a Child” mentality of the new “No Spoils Left Behind” Federal law, has rapidly worsened our national education landscape. The September 2005 issue of the American Spectator magazine states that the new Federal law has taught our nation’s schools one thing: “How to lie.“ To deceive everyone into thinking that they are meeting the new Federal standards. American Spectator further said that “recently the Department of Education conducted a state-by-state National Assessment of Education Progress survey. There was not one state where as many as half of 4th graders were achieving the level of ‘proficiency’ in reading. But according to the tests used by the states themselves, all but eight states were claiming that solid majorities of their 4th graders were ‘proficient’ in reading.”

I said earlier that much of our education efforts are simply waste and entertainment. In addition, the October 3rd edition of BusinessWeek magazine reported that America has a shortage of about 250,000 math and science teachers. A shortage of one-quarter million teachers who should be teaching such subjects to millions of students. The charts which I handed out further verify our misguided educational priorities. Its data was compiled by the National Center for Education Statistics.

Figure 1 shows the number of net teaching hours/year for three education levels for public institutions in seven countries. Primary, lower secondary and upper secondary education for the 2001 school year:

In the USA the net teaching hours/year ranged up to 1,138 in these three educational levels. But for the six other developed countries, the hours ranged in Japan with only 478 hours, to the highest in Scotland with 950 teaching hours. The average of the three combined educational level totals for these six countries calculates out to be 2,190 hours. The difference between this number and the US combined total of 3,387 hours is 1,197 hours.

In other words, the USA public school net teaching hours for the school year 2001 were 55% higher than for the average of the other six developed countries. But unfortunately, this does not necessarily mean that we teach more of what needs to be taught.

This is evident by the data shown in Figure 2. It shows the percentage distribution of first university degrees awarded by field of study and country. The degrees required to produce tangibles of lasting value are in science, engineering, manufacturing & construction. For the USA these types of degrees amount to just 18% of all degrees offered. This contrasts with the other six developed countries, where such degrees range from 21% for Canada to the high of 32% for the UK.

From the historical statistics which I have presented today, we can draw some definite conclusions. I will briefly summarize what we seem to have been doing wrong, and what steps we must take to again become a more productive country:

    Overall spending increases for education has not achieved the desired results. For several decades our school systems have been floundering with ADD-like attempts of patching problems with scores of programs and more programs. This seems to be obvious from the inverse relationship between overall spending increases and the overall results.

    Too much taxpayer money has been going for frivolities and entertainment. This also takes away from the time which students should be studying important subjects.

    We have to concentrate more on teaching the fundamental subjects of language, math and sciences.

    We must reward competence and knowledge of teachers of those subjects by greatly increasing their salaries. And we must re-direct other school employees to become more productive in our overall efforts.

May I suggest that we find out what has worked so well for us until some thirty years ago, and why many other countries achieve higher educational results and often at a much lower cost.

The drive to restore a semblance of sanity in education, which we will have to make, will not be easy, but it is our only option to keep our democratic republic from self-destructing.

Thank you.

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